Relocating stories
Dispute negative thoughts and conversations Lately, I’ve been listing the word PENDEJA, in Spanish means a lot of emotional turbulence in regards of self esteem. I did not know when or where exactly I picked that word up. I have a vague memory of my mom saying -luego lo vienen a pendejar a uno (here they come to insult me because according to them I am not doing things right). I started to ask my self to give answer about it. -Hilda, reflect about the word PENDEJA. Please, tell me if you really think of you as a dump woman- The answer was - of course not, you know what I think of you, you are this and that and that (all good and bad when needed)-. I went to bed listening to Lama Dorje mantra, than when I woke up I remember and knew the moment when the word pendeja was planted in me. It was the time of the joker: I clown from Peru sent me and inbox, with the word pendeja in it. This clown is an "ayahuasca healer", his way of healing people is by insulting them, some pe